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hello, my fellow cutter!!! :) [Rhea Blake]
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2003-12-28 21:39:16 |
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It may seem like we have it easy, but some of us are still suffering. ive been a cutter for almost a year and i also suffer from clinical depression, no matter how good it seems, it cal ALWAYS be twice as worse. [Anonymous]
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2003-05-23 19:47:36 |
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Hey hun!~ I've missed ya...come back every once in awhile! have fun hun! *~The Devil's Angel~* [Hiddensoul]
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2003-04-29 18:05:10 |
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hey ur back, i tried 2 keep up with your deadjournal diary but i had 2 keep commenting under anonymous i dont know if u knew it was me? [Evil Perkz]
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2003-04-26 13:51:14 |
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hmm...intresting...half true , half not. [dead_rag_doll]
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2003-04-26 10:18:56 |
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hi :) [dead_rag_doll]
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2003-04-26 10:14:49 |
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am confused. your first entry said that u were 14, and now, what 1 year later, you are 29?? confused [??????]
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2003-04-07 08:49:00 |
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I'm right there with you. Like Elaine said...falling asleep in the arms of someone that you love and loves you back is incredible. I will never forget that feeling, but i'm giving up on love. After dating 84 guys I think i'd find it. I found one guy that I still love with all my heart but he lives in a different city cuz i moved but it's not the same....sleep well...~die~ [Broken Princess]
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2003-01-26 17:48:35 |
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yea. we do have life good now. but we dont have the deep meaningful relationships that people in the past had. we sit in front of the tv or computer all day and dont talk to anyone except maybe online. but think about it, life is hard today too. but its not as hard as not having internet or playstation or wuteva. so just think about it. and btw, interesting entry!| Conni [iluvguard]
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2003-01-25 20:07:41 |
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Thanx for readin my entry! Sorry i took so long to write back but my comp broke! Tis fixed now though! When you was younger, you and everyone else probably had summat that kids these days dont have and thats love. We might have loadsa posseions but most kids dont have love and no one cares about anyone else. Just a thoght. Love Nessie XxxXxXxXXxXXXxXXX [Abused Grunge]
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2003-01-22 15:11:49 |
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i was born in 1986. i lived my 1st yr of life in foster care and with my abuseof mom. [AandC4evr]
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2003-01-18 18:43:58 |
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awww babez!! *HugGlEz* i no how it feels 2, dont no if this will help but try and think of the main reason why u cut and try get it out of ur life. Thats wot I did I stopped speakin 2 this guy who f**cked me up and made me do it, and i aint spoke 2 him in over a week and aint cut in over a week, also my so called'friends' p*ss*ed me off quite a lot so I ditched them and now have the bestest friend in the world. Not gr8 advice but hope i helped *mwah* x x x x [BrOkEn__WiNgS]
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2003-01-18 15:42:34 |
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i know how it feels to wanna cut SO BADLY. ** hugs** [AandC4evr]
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2003-01-09 20:57:29 |
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i know exactly how you're feeling. guys suck, and i know how it feels to want to cut SO bad...but i don't anymore---i slice paper with compasses because my parents took away all my other sharp objects. i used your quiz on my diary. it was actually somewhat of a self-assurance thing. it made me recognize what i felt. (shit.) people suck..later *monique* [gcpunk603]
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2003-01-09 20:14:59 |
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*nods* [checkers n carnage]
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2003-01-09 20:11:02 |
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.im alright it only hurts when i breathe...
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Oh hun...that is so not good that you are only getting that littel sleep. You should unplug your phone when you are trying to sleep. It works, cause that is what I have to do sometimes. Well I hope that everything goes better for you soon! *Hugs* ~*Malakia*~ [Hiddensoul]
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2003-01-08 23:24:35 |
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i know what your saying...wanting the feeling of love in your heart..wanting to feel safe within his arms...dying to wake up beside his face....it kills.. i dont think i can offer any adivce because im still there myself but iknow what you mean...be strong..later * see you in your dreams * [BLooD ToRN FrEAk]
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2003-01-07 14:33:34 |
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i know what you mean. i am only 14. i have just given up on finding true love at all. it isnt gonna happen for me. so i figure, why try? ya kno wut i mean? anyways, i am sure you will find mr true love and you will live happily ever after. and now my friend, i am gonna go eat lunch. goodbye! LURV! TTYL [dark angel of death]
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2003-01-07 14:20:45 |
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I know how you feel. I have never had true love. I have fallen asleep in the arms of the one that I like, adn that likes me back. And he woke me up by kissing me on the forehead. I will never forget that feeling, and every night I yern for him to be with me while I sleep. So that I won't have any nightmares, and so that I know that I will be safe. Every girl wants to be loved and held, and told she is beautiful, it is only the lucky ones that will get it. I hope that you are one of the lucky ones, cause you deserve it! Let me know how everything turns out! *hugs* ~*Malakia*~ [Hiddensoul]
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2003-01-05 00:27:36 |
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** hugs** my screename is Amsh1986 you can instant message me when i'm on if u get lonely or feel the need to cut. [AandC4evr]
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2003-01-04 22:11:47 |
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feeling NUMB is the next stage from PASSING OUT.i get that way when i'm REALLY upset. feeling NUMB is scary. ** hugs** STAY STRONG AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU. [AandC4evr]
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2003-01-04 18:52:32 |
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:'( [Evil Perkz]
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2003-01-04 15:49:32 |
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PS. Your last entry (187 i think) sounds So much like me. Cant Sleep, Feel semi good for like 2 hours....then shit for weeks. Im feeling ok just now so im dreading the rest of the day. if u wanna chat then message me bk on my diary. xx [emotion_Sickness]
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2003-01-04 13:22:50 |
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Thats shit. I think i am emotionless, ive decided.i dont feel anything either, pysical or mental. Where u from ? [emotion_Sickness]
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2003-01-04 13:20:46 |
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Thanks for the comment in my diary..im glad you like my poems...i know what it is like to not be able to sleep..i get insommia a lot...its very drainning on the body...but then i end up looking like im dead..and its scares people which is cool..if you really want to sleep i know a few tricks if you want them..well later * see you in your dreams * [BLooD ToRN FrEAk]
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2003-01-03 21:37:29 |
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Crys dont u dare die on us!!! U dont know how much we care! Pleeeeeeeeeease! [Evil Perkz]
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2003-01-03 18:32:07 |
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I know its easy to stand around and give you advice like 'tell him to fuck off', but what will that accomplish? Just ignore him or do the stupid shit he tells you to do so that you cause no conflict-in 2 years you'll graduate, then you can say fuck him. But if you can't deal, I'm here. Call me. Email me. Just whatever I can do to help. You can hit me in the face if you need to take your anger on someone. Seriously though, I am always here for you. -Mimi [angryATtheWORLD]
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2003-01-03 00:29:01 |
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** hugs** tell your dad to FUCK OFF or FUCKING FIND IT HIMSELF. [AandC4evr]
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2003-01-02 21:29:43 |
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You should try and get some sleeping pills or something. I have found that they really work, and are helpful when you can't sleep. hopefully everything works good for ya soon. Just tell your dad to fuck off. *hugs* ~*Malakia*~ [Hiddensoul]
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2003-01-02 20:31:25 |
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well. i broke my will and hurt myself.
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in order to stop cutting, you will need to WANT to CHANGE. PLEASE READ MY DIARY ENTRY FOR DECEMBER 28,2002 [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-29 17:35:01 |
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well. i broke my will and hurt myself.
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hey hun!~ i know how it feels to burn. I used to do it, and cutting. But please just stay with cutting. And keep trying to stop. *hugs* ~*Malakia*~ [Hiddensoul]
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2002-12-29 16:11:32 |
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well. i broke my will and hurt myself.
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sorry i didn't call you back last night-got home late and thought you would get in trouble. i am always here though crys. don't think that it because you can't stop completely doesn't mean you're a failure. you just got to take it one day at a time. even if you do hurt yourself, you aren't doing it as much as before. i am proud that you have realized what you were doing and are at least trying to stop. just don't give up. i'm always here for you. [angryATtheWORLD]
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2002-12-29 14:30:59 |
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well. i broke my will and hurt myself.
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hey, it sounds like you do want to stop cutting and burning, but if you want to stop because of other people, it's less likely to work. if you really want it to work, you should think about stopping for yourself. because you are the only person that you can rely on, and the only person you can have control over. good luck with everything. [Suffocated]
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2002-12-29 13:08:22 |
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... i dont want to cut...
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Crys, FUCK HIM! ... Sorry too be so blunt, but I go through those same feelings of feeling more than nothing than my mom or brother bring me back down. I think it hurts most to hear it from family, and you can't just brush it off. [angryATtheWORLD]
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2002-12-28 23:00:14 |
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... i dont want to cut...
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Don't cut...resist the temptation. When you accomplish stopping cutting...you realize how much it is worth it. You find so many other ways to get your feelings out. It is worth it, and I am wishing you the best of luck! *hug* *Malakia* [Hiddensoul]
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2002-12-28 18:43:12 |
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... i dont want to cut...
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HUGS [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-28 18:34:22 |
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... i dont want to cut...
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i feel exactly the same at the mo but 4 different reasons [Evil Perkz]
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2002-12-28 13:00:20 |
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** hugs** [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-27 20:36:54 |
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HRY GUYS I NEED HELP ON HOW TO GET RID OF ACNE fasT AT HOME PLEZ HELP ~Stargirl87 [stargirl87]
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2002-12-27 19:26:35 |
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FUCK CHRISTMAS! [angryATtheWORLD]
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2002-12-25 23:57:15 |
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Merry Christmas & Happy New Year [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-25 20:53:13 |
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. [Evil Perkz]
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2002-12-25 16:28:29 |
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yea merry fucking christmas to you too! [SWeeTPz]
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2002-12-25 15:27:11 |
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thanks. o please do try and cheer up. its in you... [sara]
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2002-12-25 14:00:44 |
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that was good and truthful. PLEASE DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE OR SELF INJURY. i love you a lot. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. ** HUGS** [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-24 20:38:50 |
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I like that I'm gonna put it in my diary...if you dont mind! And yea Merry fucking Christmas! [SWeeTPz]
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2002-12-24 20:30:59 |
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omg.. i never realized so many people did this...
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hugs I LOVE YOU A LOT. HUGS [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-24 16:45:43 |
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omg.. i never realized so many people did this...
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wow.. i'm glad u'r more open about it.. now i hope u'r doing ok:) [Cati321]
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2002-12-24 09:34:18 |
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Stay Strong [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-17 19:50:27 |
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MY FRIENDS ALL CUT AND IT'S NOT GOOD TIMES!!! [Missing a string]
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2002-12-17 18:54:47 |
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come to http://www.freewebs.com/hilleree/ and chat with me about your troubles [Missing a string]
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2002-12-17 18:54:13 |
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PLEASE DON'T DO THAT ( DEC 16TH AT 5:55 PM) [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-16 18:57:12 |
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I totally know how you feel. Just try and fight the temptations. Ever since I stopped I have realized how useless cutting is. It only relieves feeling for a short time, but has long term effects! *hugs* *~ME~* [Hiddensoul]
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2002-12-16 17:53:43 |
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mm yea, i dont think i can read your diary anymore. cuz the more i read it, the more i want to cut and its been about 29 days and im really trying to stop now. so have a good life. [Mirror On The Wall]
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2002-12-15 13:11:35 |
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Thats the only good way to cut! DEEEP!!! [SWeeTPz]
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2002-12-14 22:14:37 |
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** hugs ** [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-12 21:11:34 |
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why do i feel so ugly?
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yea, ill agree. i dont believe in god, or heaven, or hell, or angels, or any of the bullshit people try to make you believe but we all you will find out sooner or later its not real. i just stoped after i realized how much shit is wrong in my life and in the world. i guess if there was a "god" or whatever, my life would be a hell of a lot better than it is right now. anyways. your beautiful, well, as far as im concerned. smile. [Mirror On The Wall]
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2002-12-12 17:22:08 |
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why do i feel so ugly?
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well. THINK POSITIVE NOT NEGATIVE! anywho dont say that u r ugly cuz u rnt! even tho i dont kno u but u r not ugly. so yea. anywho. ttyl! Conni [iluvguard]
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2002-12-11 18:56:46 |
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why do i feel so ugly?
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Tears Rollin' down my face . YOUR NOT UGLY- YOUR BUEATIFUL. " DON'T THINK NEGATIVE ...THINK POSITIVE " [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-11 18:48:19 |
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crys, i know you have probably heard this over and over again that you're not ugly. man, you have the best personality of any person i know. i could continue on, but i am sure you think i am making it up but i truly mean it all. -mimi [angryATtheWORLD]
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2002-12-11 18:41:00 |
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hey email me crystal? [Evil Perkz]
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2002-12-08 16:59:23 |
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** hugs** I LOVE YOU ... please read my entry for dec 4th and comment on it please. [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-07 23:16:02 |
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i'm glad you prevented him from commiting suicide and it is worth getting in trobule if you are saving a life. [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-07 23:14:13 |
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I am glad that you were able to help your friend. Yea, getting in trouble is worth a life. Hope he will be ok, and I hope you will be ok too! *hugs* [Hiddensoul]
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2002-12-07 16:06:21 |
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i punched a wall on saturday november30th. PLEASE READ MY DIARY FOR DECEMBER 4TH. (( HUGS)) PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF OR DO SELFHARM TO YOURSELF. [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-06 22:22:32 |
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OMG! That is horrible. Yes I do care if you die or not. I know that we have never meet, and that I only read your diary, but I am here to talk to. Email me anytime that you want. CrzLilDevil666@yahoo.com *hugs* [Hiddensoul]
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2002-12-02 20:29:58 |
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suicide? DONT EVEN f***ING TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
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i care, ill email u soon [Evil Perkz]
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2002-12-02 15:13:20 |
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suicide? DONT EVEN f***ING TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
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I know exactly what you mean. And I feel the exact same way. Like does anyone care about me? Does anyone truly care if i cut? Who knows, people have weird ways of showing they care. [SWeeTPz]
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2002-12-01 21:56:54 |
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suicide? DONT EVEN f***ING TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
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i comment on Entry #169 [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-01 19:55:11 |
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i had a dream like that before and it was VERY SCARY. it was VERY nice for your borther to stay up with you and give you comfort. [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-01 19:50:52 |
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suicide? DONT EVEN f***ING TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
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I Honestly care about you..... PLEASE don't kill or harm yourself. ITS OK TO CRY. (((( HUGS)))) I CUT ALSO , i have tried to commit suicide twice ( april 1st,2001 and november 7th,2002) I KNOW HOW YOU ARE FEELING RIGHT NOW. i will be there to talk with you and give you a shoulder to cry on just email me at AMSh1986@aol.com [AandC4evr]
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2002-12-01 19:45:56 |
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suicide? DONT EVEN f***ING TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
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crys, i honestly care for you. i don't want you to kill yourself. please don't. i am ALWAYS here. Don't think i'm not because i always am. and i won't give you any of that fake sypathy or pitiness because its shit and i know you don't need it. just please don't go too deep. call me if you need to talk about anything because i am here. [angryattheworld]
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2002-12-01 18:03:22 |
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suicide? DONT EVEN f***ING TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
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I don't know how you're feeling coz I'm not you, but I do know what it's like to cut and drink. that list you wrote could be me. [Emsy]
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2002-12-01 17:56:00 |
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i kno kinda how ur feeling but not to the point your at .... yet [Emotion_Sickness]
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2002-12-01 17:40:35 |
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I know what you mean, I keep everything for the sake of a memory. I love my scars. I just wish I few of the ones wouldn't have faded. I have my ex-bfs named in my left leg, and 3 long marks on my right. I love them! I cut for no reason, i usually feel happy afterward, but lately it doesnt do anytihng but make me wanna cut more!!! Life is confusing and it SUCKS! [SWeeTPz]
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Crystal please send me an e-mail perkie173@yahoo.com or add me to your msn list buzzy_bee_2001@hotmail.com i wont judge you, I just want to talk 2 u. Please? [Evil Perkz]
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2002-11-30 15:15:29 |
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Sure cutting can feel good while your doing it, but the feeling doesn't last long. It doesn't change anything. I too used to cut, sure it felt good seeing the blade slide across my skin, watching the blood drip. But once your in a good mood, the feeling of regret comes. soon you'll hate the scars. [Foxy Grandma]
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Wow that is a lot of cuts to make in one hour. I am glad that you are kinda finding a new way to relieve your emotions. Crying does help, but for me cutting helps more. I hope that you have the stregth to stop. *hugs* keep us updated! [Hiddensoul]
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Wow that dream would freak me out too. I am glad that your bro was nice enough to stay up with you, and comfort you. It always makes things easier when you know people care about you. I am a cutter too...it seems like more and more people are these days. Who knows. Hoepfully you can get sleep tonight so that you aren't dea tired. *hugs* [Hiddensoul]
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2002-11-30 10:36:04 |
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Hey hun,u dont no me but im a cutter 2,i no how sh*t life can get,ive been thru lots,was readin over sum o ur old posts an added u 2 my msn list,ive met loadza pals that are cutters over the net,i even got a bf outa it!!!!!!!add me bak 2 ur msn list an i can try n help u an introduce u 2 sum o ma palz ok? take care hun *big hugs an kisses* xxxxxxx JeNzY [Jenzy]
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2002-11-29 19:29:03 |
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crys, this may not be much, but i am always here for you - cutting or not, i will never judge you and tell you to stop because only you can decide to. i am here as a shoulder to cry on or lend an ear to listen. [angryATtheWORLD]
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2002-11-28 22:27:45 |
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Please don't kill yourself :'( talk to me!!! [Evil Perkz]
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2002-11-28 09:05:44 |
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Happy Thanksgiving ( november 27,2002) [AandC4evr]
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2002-11-27 23:04:28 |
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((((( hugs)))))) hey I LOVE YOU and PLEASE DON'T CUT YOURSELF ( I was there at one time, PLEASE TAKE MY ADVICE AND DON'T HURT YOURSELF). Anytime you need to TALK OR VENT email me at AMSH1986@aol.com. [AandC4evr]
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2002-11-27 23:02:35 |
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Hey, I know how you feel....I used to do the same thing hey i wouldnt be suprised if i started again....But as other's tell me its not they way out..They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice... that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in the world to which every man has a more unassailable title than to his own life and person.well its kinda true....well i have to go now... bye [SouL Tear]
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2002-11-27 19:24:39 |
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I will pray 4 u. I hope everything turns out ok.:¬) [No Way!]
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2002-11-27 06:52:01 |
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Don't Worry or bring yourself down over stuff YOU CAN'T change OR solve . ( thats the advice my dad gave me) [AandC4evr]
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2002-11-26 20:08:50 |
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crys, we have to hang out this weekend because i am happy because my mom is gone till sunday!! so give me a call or i'll talk to you at school [angryATtheWORLD]
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2002-11-21 16:30:37 |
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that is great that u haven't cut in 3 days. i haven't cut in 7 days. [AandC4evr]
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2002-11-17 15:59:51 |
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Thats great! :) *hugz* [Evil Perkz]
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2002-11-17 10:29:34 |
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I salute you. That is great. :-) Keep it up. [different]
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2002-11-17 10:14:22 |
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PLEASE DON'T EVEN COME CLOSE TO SUICIDE !!!!!! SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER !!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU CONTINUE TO CUT DON'T HIT THE BIG VEINS !!!! I LOVE YOU , if you ever need to talk my screename is AMSH1986 if i'm not online email me and i will get back to you. [AandC4evr]
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2002-11-16 22:35:52 |
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Hey hey hun. Please don't try. Cutting is fun for a while, but please don't do more. Don't do it on any big veins! Look I almost lost a friend to suicide. I never want to go through that. You'll have so many people missing you. I promise. [Broken Princess]
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2002-11-16 15:41:56 |
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please don't even come close to suicide. i thought cutting was supposed to help you go nowhere near suicide?! Please add me to your msn list buzzy_bee_2001@hotmail.com my friend tried to kill herself thursday nite and i want to talk 2 u before u even think about it. please? [Evil Perkz]
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2002-11-16 13:34:16 |
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I know how much that hurts because I just lost 2. One from 6th grade (we're sophomores now) and one from 8th grade. I'm always here....my IM sn for AOL is lacrossechic9269. TTYL! [Broken Princess]
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2002-11-12 23:29:20 |
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crys, i'm always here to listen or talk to, even if its about nothing related to your problems. i am always here. you can call me anytime. you know my #. [angryattheworld]
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hey i just read your last diary entry and i know exactly how you feel about not being able to talk to anybody. i cut too and believe me it hurts to have to lie to your friends all the time but there isnt much i can do for you eacept say if you ever want someone to talk to me aim name is sfr4lfe05 my msn email is jbat2005@msn.com k? latas [sfr4lfe]
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Hey hey hun....I know how you feel. There are lots of new cuts on my ankles. I've been praying to God that I can get the willpower to stop but it's so hard. It's literally like an addiction I think...And crying isn't a bad thing. I used to thing that it was a sign of weakness, but IT'S NOT! It took a long time and lots of talking from my best friends Elaine and Kris to make me believe it, but I finally do. Anyways, that's about all I have to say. Just keep praying about it and IT WILL GET BETTER. I promise. [Broken Princess]
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2002-11-09 20:27:18 |
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aw it's okay to cry--really it is! omg i have cried so much this past like year. but if you dont cry then all this hurt will just well up inside you and that wont be good! its good to be prayed for and if you want i'll pray for you too. IM me if you ever need to talk! (aim: bhroyalty) 143! [Browni]
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2002-11-09 00:32:13 |
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Damn, you and I feel pretty much the same way...I've been through some tough shit...lately...and I went to youth group with my friend, and I realized that I want to be better. And that I need to get better. But its so goddamn hard!!! [SWeeTPz]
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2002-11-08 22:34:02 |
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ITS OK TO CRY !!!!!!!!! ( ** HUGS** ) HOW TO PRAY= JUST TALK TO YOUR " GOD " !!!!!!!! COME AND CHECK OUT MY DIARY. [AandC4evr]
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2002-11-08 21:27:44 |
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Hello i was reading your thing, and I would like to say that i know what you are going through, I used to cut myself. But I dont anymore. You sound like you are worse off than I allowed myself to get though. Good luck and i hope you get over this. :) [just a girl]
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2002-11-06 22:13:45 |
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these people really don't know you crys. *no offense of course* but i do. more than these people at least. and i love you. oh. and if you get this. i counted. 17. in one day. not much. bad considering i've gone months and months without more than one at a time. *sigh* love you. [nohope14]
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2002-11-05 22:36:37 |
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Cutting everyday is not good at all....pretty soon you won't be able to stop at all. That is why I am glad that my friend is making me stop, cause otherwise I never would. Good luck with the stopping.....it's very painful but if I can do it then you can do it! <> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-11-05 17:48:55 |
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you need to get professional help ,not just tony. [AandC4evr]
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2002-11-05 07:59:02 |
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tell him your feelings. OPEN UP TO PEOPLE.. MY ADVICE: write down your feelings on a piece of paper and then tear it up ( it might make u feel better) [AandC4evr]
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2002-11-03 13:36:24 |
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I think that you need to tell him how much he means to you, and that when he said that, how much it hurt you. You guy seem to have a very deep love for eachother and hopefully it will never get broken! <> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-11-03 13:03:18 |
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hey i cut too. i dont really write about it in here, but i think that now it mite help me more. I did stop for awhile because my boyfriend told me to stop, then he dumped me and i started up again. anyway, drop me a note sometime! laterz... [Strawberry Penguin]
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2002-10-23 14:16:11 |
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hope you have a good day. I HAVEN'T CUT FOR 3 WKS AND I SMOKE FREE FOR 1 DAY, THE LONGEST I HAVE BEEN SMOKE FREE IS 4 MONTHS. [AandC4evr]
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2002-10-22 16:01:23 |
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life is always the best when you are having a great time...<> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-10-20 15:51:27 |
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hey glad u had a good time :D [Evil Perkz]
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hey hun that is not a mom that u fuckin deserve and u shouldn't listen to her cuz it is wrong and u know how i feel about u doin shit like that so plz stop and don't do it plz think about all the ppl that love u and care about u just cuz ur mom doesn't care doesn't mean shit!!! Love Jess [LittleJess69]
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2002-10-20 11:15:41 |
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hey hey hun....OMG! I can't believe that your mom would do something like that. That is horrible. Don't finish the job. I am stuck on the fact that your mom gave you a razor and told you to finish it. That is horrible. Well I hope everything works itself out soon! <> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-10-13 18:13:44 |
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WHY DO YOU CUT ? ** hugs** and I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT YOU. [AandC4evr]
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2002-10-13 14:31:28 |
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ima so sorry hun. maybe u should talk 2 sum1 like a counseler or a close friend take care ok much luv always me aka shorty [KeLly aKa ShOrTy]
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2002-10-12 12:56:39 |
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hey, i was just wondering if you could stop by my diary, and leave a comment on my newest entry, because it is a poem i wrote, and i just want to get different people's opinions! thanx! [sKeeMgRLy]
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2002-10-12 09:13:23 |
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Pls dont cut anymore hun. i gtg take care luv always me aka shorty [KeLly aKa ShOrTy]
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2002-10-10 21:42:10 |
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I know what you are going through about the stopping cutting thing. IT IS SOOOO HARD. <> good luck [Hiddensoul]
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2002-10-10 20:47:03 |
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Don't Cut .. PLEASE STOPP CUTTIN' IT'S SO ADDICTING. [AandC4evr]
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2002-10-10 19:42:04 |
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I just read a few of your entries, your first one and the second, where you described why you cut yourself and what relief it brings. There are other ways to vent your frustrations and your angers aside from making yourself bleed. I know you are not well, and it's not your fault. You admitted that you need help, and that you are handling things your own way, hurting yourself is not handling things properly though. Respond back to me somewhere, I'd like that.. [Damaged]
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2002-10-10 17:20:10 |
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I've cut too, I don't know y but I guess it just lets out some of my emotions. People tell me all the time to stop but I don't think they understand. K.I.T ME [MIZZADASTOOD]
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2002-10-10 17:17:06 |
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i hope you feel better soon. VILOENCE DOESN'T SOLVE ANYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [AandC4evr]
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2002-10-10 07:41:14 |
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Hope u feel Betters hun. Take sum medicine. take care ight i gtg buh byes luv always me aka shorty [KeLly aKa ShOrTy]
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2002-10-09 21:18:15 |
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it's always good to have a good day once in awhile <> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-10-08 23:26:15 |
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YaY so glad for ya k.i.t. luv always me aka shorty [KeLly aKa ShOrTy]
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2002-10-08 21:23:02 |
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glad you had a good day. check out my diary. [AandC4evr]
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2002-10-08 18:41:11 |
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I hate it when people see me cry too. <> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-10-07 15:56:57 |
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yey im glad ur happy :) hope u can stay like this :) [Evil Perkz]
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2002-10-07 13:41:32 |
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so glad dat u feelin betters hope dat feelin lastes long and i knoe it can its only up to u hun i gtg take care much hugs luv always me aka shorty [KeLly aKa ShOrTy]
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2002-10-06 23:41:50 |
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** hugs** [AandC4evr]
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2002-10-06 20:11:13 |
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i hate it when that happens!!!!!!!! <> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-10-04 16:49:13 |
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hugs.... hope you have a good day [AandC4evr]
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2002-10-02 18:10:18 |
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ya that happened when i kissed myself [Lasujah]
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2002-10-01 23:40:06 |
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so glad dat ur happy :) hope it lasts long well gtg take care luv much shorty. much hugs [KeLly aKa ShOrTy]
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2002-09-27 22:15:58 |
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I am glad that you aren't depressed. Hopefully you'll stay happy for awhile. <> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-09-27 16:30:12 |
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good day.
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The true master paralyzes his opponent leave him vulnerable to attack....† [Red Dragon Zero]
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2002-09-27 16:27:14 |
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I tried emailing you but it didn't send out. Sorry. Let's talk through MMD. But I got to go. I got to go to the mental hospital today. [sunflower_seed_101]
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2002-09-27 13:33:37 |
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i'm glad he was there to stop you and take your shit away. my friends were there for me when i wanted to commit sucide on april 1st ( nighttime) ,2001. I DON'T NOT WANT TO HEAR SOMEDAY THAT YOU DIED OF AN OVERDOES OR YOU CUT TO DEEP. [AandC4evr]
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2002-09-25 20:00:17 |
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Email me, sunflower_seed_66@yahoo.com [sunflower_seed_101]
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2002-09-25 18:25:44 |
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Yeah, they know I cut myself, dose yours? Mine are pretty obvious. They haven't seen them yet but my dad is in for a big suprise when he gets home. [sunflower_seed_101]
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2002-09-25 18:25:04 |
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Read page 101 and 102 of my diary. I think we can relate there and maybe in other pages. [sunflower_seed_101]
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2002-09-25 18:01:28 |
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I am glad that Tony was there to stop you from doing things. It always helps to have someone there who cares for you that much. Hopefully he will be there for you tomorrow too. He seems to be a sweet guy! <> [Hiddensoul]
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2002-09-24 17:46:47 |
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hey hun i hate to say this but u need to stop cuttin ur self right now!! I have been cuttin myself for 5 years and i am prolly worse then u and that is bad!! I am goin to counsilin got it now and i haven't cut myself in over a month and that is good for some one that has been doin it for 5 years!! U need to tell some one before they do put u in the hospital cuz if u tell some one now then they will prolly just get u some counsilin which u should have cuz it is really bad for u!!! And i don't want to find out some day soon that u are died cuz of cuttin to deep of over dosin!!! I love u even tho i don't know u or any thing but i still care a lot!!! So plz listen!! Well bye bye love u lotz!! Love Jess [LittleJess69]
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2002-09-24 16:51:22 |
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crystal, please don't kill yourself....i wanted to kill myself, i tried, but it didn't work..please don't kill yourself, i'm here, i know that's not saying much. i am always here to talk to, vent to, whatever but i am always here, don't hesist to call me. you don't even have to tell me what's wrong, but even if you need someone to yell at i'm here. just please crystal don't kill yourself. you have so many people that care for you. just don't do it, please i won't try to again.. [angryattheworld]
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2002-09-23 20:02:17 |
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PLEASE, DON'T KILL YOURSELF. THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD THAT CARE ABOUT YOU. CALL A FRIEND, DON'T KILL YOURSELF. [AandC4evr]
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2002-09-23 18:38:39 |
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Please, please don't kill yourself [Evil Perkz]
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2002-09-23 14:18:59 |
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" hugs" don't cut..... don't runaway.... don't commit suicide... NONE OF THIS SHIT SOLVES ANYTHING.I CUT AND I HAVE ATTEMPTED SUICIDE IT DOESN'T SOLVE ANYTHING !! [AandC4evr]
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2002-09-22 16:32:36 |
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Man, there is no answers right now. Your going to have to search long and hard for those. It's gonna hurt. [sunflower_seed_101]
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2002-09-21 22:13:23 |
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i just cut the shit out of my shoulder again and it was really freakin deep, real deep that it keeps bleeding, but i still feel no pain.... [angryATtheWORLD]
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2002-09-20 18:15:41 |
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please come on msn and talk 2 me [Evil Perkz]
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2002-09-15 08:14:10 |
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You need Jesus. Jesus loves you. ^_^ [pinkle]
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2002-09-15 02:01:06 |
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hi....what did you use that didnt work, advil doesnt work....n bleeding to death dont either....and riding your bike into oncoming traffic dont either, what the hell does? [Dukz8MiSoul]
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2002-08-19 14:52:32 |
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me 2 i luv yas soooo much!!!!luvs n hugs byebye! *~!britt!~* [whyme2005]
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2002-08-19 14:22:02 |
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you will be sweetie. if u keep tellin urself dat u will b fine den u will. take care mucho luv. always me *ShOrTy* [KeLly aKa ShOrTy]
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2002-08-18 14:44:14 |
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if you say so. [masokisst]
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2002-08-17 17:50:06 |
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I hope you're going to be ok [Evil Perkz]
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2002-08-16 15:25:30 |
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I thought those poems were very good. They apply to me. Well im glad to see that you're not dead. don't try to kill yourself! [Anapoet]
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2002-08-12 10:47:07 |
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you write wicked well [Dc86Grl05]
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2002-08-11 14:44:52 |
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That wuz good. the 2nd one wuz great. [Bleeding_heart555]
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2002-08-09 18:30:57 |
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i hope you cheer up [Dc86Grl05]
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2002-08-09 18:22:09 |
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Hey crystal! OMG i am fricken cryin my eyes out i lu vu like a sis too much to loose u! u are the coolest person i know! rememebr at the homecoming dance when we were makin fun of those people lol! dude we seriously need to hang out sumtime! i luv u n please dont i dont want to loose u and i am sorry i couldnt call u back! dont hate me! i will call u tho i have had a lot on my mind right now n i know it isnt a excuse but i am truely sorry ! lylas bff!! Call me whenever u need to talk ok!! ByeBye! *~!Britt!~* [whyme2005]
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2002-08-04 00:20:52 |
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hun pls dont do it. we care about u. he's not worth it. hope u get better luv always me aka shorty ... much hugs [KeLly aKa ShOrTy]
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2002-08-02 16:13:39 |
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Don't!!!!!!! You'll be in the middle of doing it and you'll regret it, but it may be too late to stop it! People care. Look at all these comments you've gotten! We care!!!!!!! [Anapoet]
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2002-08-02 11:31:17 |
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DON'T!!!
Read all the comments above. See how much ppl care about u?? [smiling_no_more]
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2002-08-01 23:43:38 |
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why? [Hiddensoul]
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2002-08-01 22:26:16 |
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im here u no if you want to talk ive added you to my msn list and if you want to email me im perkie173@yahoo.com remember ive been in pretty much the same situation as you 6 months ago and ive also had other difficulties. id really like to talk to u about ur problems... i want to help [Evil Perkz]
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2002-08-01 15:19:00 |
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Please dont sweety! I'll talk to you if you need anyone to talk to, just don't go through with it. Think of how much hurt the people who love you and care about you will feel, and John will think it's his fault, and if you really "loved" him then you wouldn't want him to live his life in guilt. [SWeeTPz]
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2002-08-01 11:48:24 |
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Fuckin stop that is stupid why??? Tell me why plz!! Well Talk to u later i hope!!! Love u lotz!! Love JEss [LittleJess69]
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2002-08-01 11:10:47 |
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Be strong n take care. . . Debz [Behind The Smile]
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2002-08-01 09:00:59 |
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im sorry too :'( [Evil Perkz]
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2002-08-01 06:00:53 |
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I'm so sorry! I hope everything works out! [SWeeTPz]
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2002-07-31 19:28:19 |
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2002-07-31 16:40:34 |
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i'm so sorry :( [Dc86Grl05]
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2002-07-31 14:56:56 |
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Go and get yourself some help, hon. Trust me. I'm in therapy 3 days a week for cutting. I spent 8 days in the psych ward :-( but it's all for the greater good of my safety. I suggest you find yourself a really good therapist and deal with your problems. It's not going to be easy, but it's well worth it in the end. [bloodflower]
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